Oh i like and dislike this thread . I know i never make much sense lol , dont understand myself sometimes
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Have to agree with DM , you will only ever give up when you really want to . I have always said i would if a medical problem arose . Well two years ago i was in a bad way medically . I was very very over weight . A bunch of family members died and i lost my job . Had killer headaches and my feet were that swollen i couldnt get shoes on . Then bam , my first experience of the wonderful attacks . Turned out i had majour dangerously high blood pressure
. I quit without a second thought . It was so easy because i was so scared of my health .
My panic attacks got really severe i was taken away from my husband and kids to stay with my parents so they couldnt see me . I missed my family so much but everytime i went home i felt worse . I was away for quite a few weeks , the guilt was torture . Then one day my 9yr daughter phoned me very late one night . She had snuck downstairs while everyone was in bed . She was crying she missed me , i was so helpless and my heart felt like it was physcially breaking . Talked to her for awhile and told her i would be home as soon as Grandad could take me when he got up . That was when i went back to cigs , knocked my brothers room and begged for a pack . I was too quilty and depressed .
Yes in the few weeks i gave up i felt so much better , i could walk better , breathe better , and was richer !! I will do it again , just havnt decided when .
Oh Joe , always had a sugar free lolly-pop , liked holding it . Was something to do with my hands and mouth at the same time .
Good grief ive gone on so sorry !!
Gene , that was a perfectly normal reaction to the meds , you have done ever so well in not panicking with it . I did !! Well mostly the first night , each night was easier . So please your wife is feeling better as well .