Hi guys.
Thank you so much for your support!
I got up at 7 am...I find it is a very bad hour to be up at. Especially since I did not find sleep till 5 am... I am now exhausted and nearly incapable of proper thought. So right now I am having a little down and I am missing my cat and I am a bit more anxious...
BUT...
My morning went really well! The class in itself in and introduction class so it will be a lot of work (a lot of stuff to cover) and not necessarily interesting (most introduction classes are not) except for one unforseen factor....the human factor. The other students in the class are really nice. They took the time to say hi and shake my hand and smile at me and even say bye after class.Well not all of them but a good number of them! One of them was actually nice enough to show me around a bit on his break.
On top of it the teacher is great and she is such a sweetheart. I think she will be tough on grading but she is very interesting and nice. During class, stress hit me, or more like it hit my intestine (I know tomuch info...). I was trying to weather it but once my heart was pounding and I was sweating from cramps (yes again too much info lol) I got up and made a little head signal her way and she smiled so I left class for a bit. When I came back she just smiled at me. I went to see her after class and I tols her that sometimes due to fatigue or stress I get stress related discomfort and that I might need to excuse myself for a few minutes then come back. She said it was fine and if ever I don't want to miss the class but need to move from my seat I can go pace at the back of the class or even sit on the floor at the end of the back row! Now how open minded is that! I was thinking wow! So that is my first class! I already have all my books bought and I think I will do well.
Then, once class was finished and I had my student ID card done and all my books for that class, I went and took the bus home! More like the buses as I have to transfer. And I did well!
Then I went for a nice 30 minute walk to unwind once I got home.
Now I am exhausted. I will take a short night and hope I can still sleep tonight lol. I know I should stay awake to sleep well tonight but I am seeing double and am feeling anxious and sad for no reason whoch is usually my cue to nap...