Well im here again feeling pretty lousy and fed up . Its been quite a day all round . My husbands birthday , and things didnt go to plan .
Ok here goes , in my kitchen there are some papers ( my sons disabilty benefit forms) , they have been there a couple of days because we were waiting for the doctors certificate to send off with them . I went into the kitchen later and on top of the pile was my husbands birth certificate and our marriage certificate . Oh good i thought my husband has found them , he was looking for them a couple of weeks ago .
I asked him where did he find them ( feeling smug cos i got the blame for losing them
) . I havnt he said . Huh !!!! Well why are they with the papers then i ask ?
Thats when things kicked off , you see we only had one visitor today . A neighbour/friend , who shall i say has had a very shady past . I felt sick , we obviously thought the same thing . He is using husbands details for fraud ( he has been done for this in the past) . I cant tell you how bad im feeling atm . I cook him dinners , he comes every day for coffee quite a few times .
Next problem lol , i have been getting bad pains again in my sides . Today has been worse . i finally took painkillers tonight . Havnt taken then for a few weeks now . I cant eat when im in pain either . Thought i better try some cheese crackers tonight as i feel funny , you know funny from lack of food . OMG as soon as i had one cracker boom middle pain was back . The one had a few months ago . Took my breathe away and i found it hard to breathe . But did my deep breathing alone in the kitchen hiding away from everyone lol . It went away yay came back then went away again grrrrrrrrrr . Now here the good part , if you like . Now i am anxious with the pain , my throat has gone tight BUT i didnt go into full panic attack shake mode . For that im very pleased and proud of . Went to phone the out of hours doc but hung up . Figured i did it before i can do it again . If it gets worse i will .
I have my scan at the hospital tommorrow thank goodness , only waited a couple months for !!! Timing is perfect because i have been feeling better i was worried it was a waste of time but now no way !
Anyhows enough of my woes , your eyes must be tired now hehehe .
Speak soon hopefully with answers from hospital cough cough , take care CD XXXX
