Hi, I'm new here. I was looking for other people who know how I feel. In November 2006, I started having panic attacks..severe enough that I went to the ER a few times. I spent a miserable 3 months huddled in my bed, unable to hardly move because of the constant attacks. I was finally able to get on medications and I started to get better for a while. It never stays better though; I stopped taking the meds for a while when I was feeling better and now it's bad again so here I am on medicine again.
My life is a misery. I never go anywhere that I don't absolutely have to. I feel like I have nothing to look forward to and I have barely enough money to survive on. I'm afraid I will get fired from my job if I keep calling in. It seems like I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. Every time I have a severe attack, I withdraw more and more.
This sucks.