You know what, you hit it right on the head Diva, my life is going well, we're getting this sweet little puppy that I've wanted for years now, now we're getting it, I should be soooo excited. I'm afraid to get excited because I'm waiting for the ball to drop, the bad thing to happen. I don't understand how to challenge my thoughts. I did speak to someone professional, and when I was going to her, I was going through a good period, now I'm not and I need her and our sessions are over...she spoke about being fortune tellers (thanks Lorlee) and we're not, but it's hard to turn it off. I'm sorry, I'm just venting. I know it has to come from me and not anyone else...,I know that, but it's hard. Sorry, just feeling sorry for myself. It seems that if I do feel awlful, then nothing bad will happen. Challenge, challenge, challenge my bad thoughts, start Day l...thanks for listening, I do really appreciate it.
