Hiya Gal!
Well i just wanted to tell you you are not alone with the setback thing. I had been doing well with no meds for many years and then so many things happened at once and i relapsed really badly in december.So back to the therapist i went and i founf this website. Now between the website and my therapist I am learning to get my life back again. And i know you will too. Anyway, hangf in there and this too shall pass!
Also, don't feel guilty, you did not do anything wrong. You are fighting this and working on getting better and this is all that counts. Be kind, understanding and patient with yourself. That is one thing i am learning atm. That guilt is the most useless emotion in the world! that being kind and patient and good to myself, is a great way to feel better about myself and my life. And that all one can do is one's best and that that is good enough :)
Anyway, I am glad you thought of coming back here. Keep us posted on how you are doing :)
-Diva