Hi Guys,
I thought it was time for another update. It's been almost a year and I am happy to report that I have continued to improve. For the first time since I was diagnosed with panic disorder, I got on a flight (voluntarily, I might add.) A four hour flight to Las Vegas and back - something I dreaded and never thought I could ever do. To me, flying was the epitamy of fear - heights, lack of control, closed space, crowdedness.
I got on the plane, nervous, but I made it! Towards the end of the flight, I lost all anxiety I had about flying. I felt so free! I can now go anywhere in the world! This was impossible just a few years ago...
I am not 100% over anxiety and panic, but I am getting closer everyday. The truth is, I don't think one will ever be 'cured'. But if you work at it, it no longer becomes a big part of your life. I've reached a point where it no longer plays much of a role at all in my daily life. I still have things to work on, and I will get there and succeed in those things, too.
Keep at it guys, do the course here, if you haven't already. Talk to a therapist. If I can do it, anyone can. Believe me, I was as bad as it gets.
Brad