Sabastian, It is so hard!! Moderating is still great!! Better than having too much. Don’t be hard on yourself, having a glass of wine is still one of the first things I thing about when I get home from work. To be honest I probably would have given in & had it by now but after getting wasted from drinking wine a few weeks ago I promised my husband I wouldn’t have any for a while especially when I’m home alone. I’m trying to take small steps to learning to be a moderate drinker. It’s harder than I thought it would be but I keep telling myself to be strong Bc I can do this & so can you, when you are ready. Lmk if you need anything! ??