Day 14 stone sober. Sleep patterns are more stable, find myself getting out of bed damn early, used to get up for a bit, decide I was still tired and not ready to face the world yet, liquor store wouldn't be open few a couple more hours and no enthusiasm to do anything else. So I would crawl back into bed, it was cold and wet because I had sweated out seeming gallons of alcohol over night sure don't miss that,and lay till I dosed off again. I may not be a poster boy for ambition, been laid off work for a while money is short so it limits the projects I can do around the house, but I try to accomplish at least one smaller project throughout the day, on top of house cleaning and meal preparations, and posting on AHC, I think I may have a touch of depression when it comes to the finnaces, but just get through each day in a positive note, or sit in self pity and remorse for my mistakes of the past, till that gets to boring and repetitious, then think of something else or work on meditateing, then get up and putter about, but overall stick to zero drinks because right now that is what it is all about.
