Thank you to the people who took the trouble to give me some advice yesterday iam now on day 5 feels like a lifetime, I am going on holiday wednesday and will be my first sober holiday looking forward to enjoying time with my 17 year old and my 3 year old and remembering what they have done, still finding it hard particularly in the afternoon, feel bored sad miserable fat low and my brain tells me a drink will make me feel better well it used too until I passed out usually after a major fight and wetting myself so I know sobriety is the only way but I feel sad and resentful that the choice to drink has been taken out of my hands
