Hi Lynn
Congrats on day 4 of Af . Only we know when we have had enough and if you are realizing it and it feels different it probably is because it is . I too tired in that last 21 years to be af couple of times ... and now finally my body is exhausted from it all ....the physical the mental all of it. It is still hard dont get me wrong but I am just sick and tired.
It seems you are starting to be more af then with it and if you feel like you dont even want it then that is good :) Wishing you all the best on the holiday and the weekend .
Junes