I woke up. This had to be stopped. I saw I could not take so much as one drink. I was through forever. Before then, I had written lots of sweet promises, but my wife happily observed that this time I meant business. And so I did.
Shortly afterward I came home drunk. There had been no fight. Where had been my high resolve? I simply didn't know. It hadn't even come to mind. Someone had pushed a drink my way, and I had taken it. Was I crazy? I began to wonder, for such an appalling lack of perspective seemed near being just that.
Hi Foxman
honestly , i do not know what is wrong with me . its just so bad. i do not want to have one drink as long as i live, so hard to be around people who drink and yet everysingle erson i know drinks . my partner isnot going to drink around me at all or we will no longer have drinks in the house i do not know what is wrong with me i am at my lowest, do not know how i am to face my family . Thank you for replying feel pretty alone right now . and thank you for your positive words
hi
I do not know why i cannot stop drinking when it has destroyed me . i am so low . and yet even tho i have done this to myself many times over and over i still do it. i need help , i do not want to drink ever again i really dont but i cant seem to do it . how am i going to do this i feel so lonely right now and i really have hit the bottom this time last night i went way to far . i thought i disliked myself before well i am so mad at my self and so embarrassed and ashamed and just everything i can say i hate myself .i am sorry to be so negative i still have to face so many people after my binge . and just really want to just not see anyone the shame and embarrassment so high
