This week I woke up at 2 am Tuesday morning, still drunk from passing out before 8 Pm the night before and proceeded to have just one more drink...after I don't know how many more...I passed out again only to get up at 630 and go to work ...drunk! I just cant keep doing this to myself....I felt awful and I am sure everyone at work knows! Did I drink when I got home Tuesday night...of course because there was still wine in the bottle. I was real good on wed and thurs ... not one drop and felt so much better. Then Friday afterwork I went shopping...and the cycle repeated itself...until 4 this morning when the wine was finished. I do not want to do this anymore.....I need to stop this....I am just so tired of how I feel! I need to find the power to overcome this.