Hi lulu,
I had a better day today.
I did not have as much panic symptoms.
I took a 5mg valium a little bit before work and it seemed to really help me function.
At first it makes you a bit sloppy, but then you feel it kick in and you can go about your day.
My fiance called me in the morning to surprise me because she knew I was not feeling well. It worked.
I cried some and then I found out about a job near Orlando that is a dayshift.
I am going for an interview next week.
I also worked out and then went to work and also worked on our wedding announcement addresses.
I just played my guitar a bit. Yes, to answer your question, I have been playing a long time, about 25 years.
It's a beautiful guitar tha my fiance bought me.
Talk to you soon and thanks for listening,
David
