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day 5 feeling like crap


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Good for you,
 
You are worth it
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Me too Hors. I had all but given up on the referral. Will be meeting with her once a week to begin with, and looking forward to the meetings with her, next one is Tuesday.
 
It was funny, I am 13 days today, and woke up and had that feeling I so often had, and sometime when I even hadn't drank, but you wake up and think "oh my god, why did I do it again last night again" but the difference was I had had nothing to drink! I did have a late night though and am tired, and guess it is that tiredness that made me feel like that. It is such a contrast to the last 13 days, and made me realise how much sleep is so important to your health and recovery.
 
I have been feeling very positive though, and have a 2 week hoiliday coming up in a month, and have been mentally telling myself that I am a former drinker and not drinking on the holiday, I like the changes in me too much. I rellay wanted this holiday for the last couple of years as I have fely mentally exhausted, unmotivated, yes depressed often, confused at times, unable to make decisions etc and always said I was mentally exhausted, so my six week treat to myself when I get there is to enjoy the holiday and let it be like it should be, one to rejuvinate my mind and body....... without alcohol, that will be my six week treat to myself!!
 
 
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I think it is great that you found a councellor you could connect with.
 
I think it is an important part of the process that you feel at ease enough to talk about wht matters to you
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Hi No willpower,
 
Thanks for sharing the story behind your image:  beautiful.
 
It's wonderful that your friend saw the change in you.  It re-affirms you are on the right track and doing really well!  You are indeed in a process of transformation -from the inside out.
 
Best wishes in your journey.  Continue to post with us to let us know how you're doing!

Vincenza, Health Educator
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Thanks Hors Controle
 
Actually I have had a great couple of days after suck a turbulent one on Friday.
 
Sunday Evening I went for dinner to a restaurant with friends I had not seen for ages. I walked in and she said quite genuinly I think as she was unaware where I am in my life and the recent changes I have made, God your look great, you look really great. I never get compliments like that, and I could see she was impressed.
 
Also yesterday I fonally got a call from a councellor that I have been waiting for on a referral for about 3 months. I met with her today, and while she had a brief on me, we chatted for a couple of hours, about my place in life, how I got here, what contributed to me getting where I am, and it was so easy talking to her, I just couldnt shut  up!!
 
I really felt a connection with her, and it felt good to know she is there for support, and we also chatted about some addiction groups that I could join, and also a group that offers basically mentors as and when I need more support who come to me rather than in a group setting. I am going to loook into them this week and will discuss with her next week.
 
Hope everyone is hanging in there and having a similar week
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Very inspirationnal
 
Thnaks for sharing
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Hey Samantha
I saw Don123's profile pic everytime I logged on and thought it was a very appropriate photo for the stormy waters we travel, and wanted to add a pic to my profile so just google searched for an inspirational spiritual photo and saw this almost immediatly and it resonated with me for a couple of reasons
 
Firstly I liked the fact I (the one in the bubble being lifted out) was reaching for something and with hope, "will" and wanting could take you to a new place
 
The hand is also quite symbolic. I was talking to a friend a while ago about the possibility of a tattoo, and had said I would like to have a hand as though it is that of my deceased mother, of someone caring, a place of comfort and protection but also a nurturing hand that gave me the platform to make choices in life, and no matter what choices I made, there is forgivness and love in that hand.
 
I also like the fact that while in your own little bubble, you were aware of the light outside, that it is there to have and enjoy and take full advantage of if only you could find your way out of the bubble, and have the freedom to go to anywhere you wanted on the outside. There have been many people in my life, family, friends, past friends that I have managed to alienate over the years that have wanted this for me and have watched me in that bubble that was my life, and  I know they want to see me happy and free even if they perhaps have not said it in words.
 
Maybe a bit tree hugging in essence but the symbolism is working for me. It's funny writing this and looking closer at the picture bring tears to my eyes, and realise that it could not be more appropriate for the present.
 
Onwards and upwards!!!
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No willpower,
 
Good on ya! 8 days is great, way to go! I think that soon you will be wanting to change your nickname! Stay focused and on task! We are here supporting you, one day at a time. 
 
 Also, interesting photo! Care to share what that photo means to you?
 
 
Samantha, Health Educator
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Thanks Josie
 
Day 8 clean and sober, still feeling focused
 

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Nowillpower!
 
Wow!
 
This is absolutely awesome!
 
Good for you for getting in there and making some much needed changes!
 
Thanks for sharing your tips!
 
 
Josie, Health Educator

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