Good for you Junebug... it takes a lot of courage and determination to finally accept the treatment that you need. It's great that your community has an out-patient program... harder, I would think in some ways... but maybe more real to life. I've done inpatient which helps, but the transition to real life after treatment is tough. Sounds like you have found a good solution. We are here for you all the way. DO post as often as you can...