Thank you healthyj... that means a lot coming from someone who has been so successful at changing your relationship with alcohol. Your encouragement is much appreciated (and needed!).
I think I have finally found a simple, inexpensive reward system that will help motivate me to reach my short term goals. It is a behavior modification program called The Marble Method. It has been adapted from a method used in schools to motivate kids toward more positive behavior. Anyone can use this approach to motivate a change in behavior... smoking, drinking, eating too much, etc.
Basically, if I keep my goals for the day I earn marbles... if I blow it in a small way (one glass of wine too many) I don't get the marble.... If I blow it in a big way... (drink three bottles of wine) ... then I lose marbles. There is more to it than that... but once it's set up... it is a simple way of motivating and measuring specific goals. I need all the help I can get! Visual aids are good for me.
You can learn more by googling "The Marble Method". I discovered this while reading a book by Sunnie Bell, RN on how to lose weight using the marbles. Her book "Weight loss: How to use the Marble Method" can be found for sale on Amazon.com. Although you might want to try the public library first.
Any questions or comments are, of course, welcome.
And thank you all for your patience with my rambling thoughts as I've tried to figure out how get the hang of this goal setting stuff. I'm making progress!