Lou, Please do NOT feel bad, you did not fail you got your haircut {I bet it looks great} and worked through the panic please be proud, a new haircut is always a little scary its a change so some apprehension is to be expected. I have not had my haircut for three years, I cut my own I do not like to go either, but Its such a mess I know I better soon. You did good, you went and got through it, next time it will be easier. GOd bless, Debbie.