I'm a 39 yr old /F about a yr ago started having 5-10 panic attacks a day ,my Dr (phycoligist)seems to think it's stemed from my abusive childhood ,I find it very hard being around my step dad especially ,I thought I had forgiven & healed from this when I was saved at 30...,but I fear most things & worry.I've tried paxil twice-drunk feeling,effexor XR -cried a lot,prozac-bad memory loss,now i'm on 100 mg zoloft & xanax as needed,i'm so frustrated about changing med's ,please give me stories of meds etc to encourage me,i've been on this 2 weeks.Thx,Chris