Hi. New to this forum, old into smoking. Well, at least until yesterday. Yesterday it was the first day of the new path I chose. I am on the patch so it was not too bad. But the cravings are there. The grumpiness and anxiety. That feeling that I don't know what to do when I want to get away from things... Not easy. Not pleasant either... Not for me or the ones around me for that matter - been cranky and edgy all day.
I tried to quit three years ago, also on the patch, and it went great for three months. But the first big fight and I was back on a pack a day in no time... I want it to be different this time! I have a ten year older that needs her mom around for as long as possible...
Do I miss the cigarettes? Just the habit, for now. I know it will get worse before it gets better. So I am -kinda- pacing myself. But it's a tough battle.
I am concerned with the weight gain since I started exercising a month ago and I was getting in shape, losing weight and stuff. My mind tells me first things first... but it took me forever to convince myself I need to exercise. And if I don't see the results I know I'll slack off... Decisions, decisions... I guess this is a real test for my will power! Let's see if I am as tough as I think I am... lol.
But for now is breathing in, breathing out and try to enjoy life without the addiction...
Wish me luck guys. I know I'll need it.
Cristina
My Milage:My Quit Date: 10/5/2009
Smoke-Free Days: 1
Cigarettes Not Smoked: 35
Amount Saved: $4.55
Life Gained:Days: 0
Hrs: 2
Mins: 58
Seconds: 55