Congratulations on 100 days smokefree Freida!!
That is a big achievement but from what you write it seems to me that you don't really want to be quit.
If that is the case, stop putting yourself through this type of pain and misery. A different type of pain and misery is still available to you. You're an adult and it's a choice.
Quit Meter
$59,048.00
Amount Saved
Quit Meter
Days: 1169 Hours: 10
Minutes: 29 Seconds: 14
Life Gained
Quit Meter
5368
Smoke Free Days
Quit Meter
118,096
Cigarettes Not Smoked