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I have Relapsed/Slipped ???


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I have been having a hard time the last few days, since July 5 dealing with my emotions and feelings and slipped last night.  I am trying to keep it from turning into a full blown relapse.  It is not looking good at this point.  I let this addiction get the best of me.  It is my fault for being weak and for having a love affair with nicotine.  How sick is that??  I let the grief and the lure of the drug nicotine creep back in again.  I see no reason to post at this point, not until I get back on the wagon again.  I can not and would not be helping anyone, both old or new to the program while I am smoking.. Thank you all for the encouragement and support you have given me.  I will come back and post when I have figured it out and am not using the drug nicotine again or at least am not smoking cigarettes for sure.  I do not feel it is fair to the group for me to be smoking and posting at the same time.  I hope to see you all again soon.  Keep the quits going strong everyone!!
 
Rose

My Mileage:

My Quit Date: 5/30/2010
Smoke-Free Days: 43
Cigarettes Not Smoked: 1,720
Amount Saved: $559.00
Life Gained:
Days: 6 Hrs: 0 Mins: 48 Seconds: 43


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