Sharon
Quitting smoking, while dealing with life's challenges can be extremely emotionally exhausting, well, because now we do FEEL, whereas before we might have just smoked those feelings away.
It is very hard some days - really hard when we can't just go and hide under the covers and wish it would all go away. But we do wake up the next day, thankfully, and continue on, because we must.
Coming to the SSC and posting and asking for help is exactly what you should do. Giving back, when you can, is important too. You are at a very fragile and difficult time of the quit. You've quit smoking, but the junkie is still dancing wanting it's fix, hoping, just hoping that you will give in, just one more time. With certainty, you must tell the junkie I WILL NOT BE SMOKING. (Back off Boogaloo works good too.)
I so very much wish that we could change places, so that I could take on your fight for a few days and you can come and sit and rest for a few days and enjoy the relaxing view halfway up the quit mountain.
A renewed commitment and a shot of determination will serve you well on the road to freedom for today. Definitely time for some Sparky time, and then you can jump back in with both feel.
Keep the quit.
J
My Mileage:My Quit Date: 9/19/2009
Smoke-Free Days: 201
Cigarettes Not Smoked: 4,020
Amount Saved: $1,929.60
Life Gained:Days: 21
Hrs: 23
Mins: 20
Seconds: 18