Jeniwho, can't add much. You are at a crossroads. Do you want to quit more than you want to smoke? At some point (how about now) you're going to have to decide. Yes, decide. At 74 days your quit should be deliberate. Do you really want to give all of those days back? Yes, you would have to reset your meter. All I can say is what you've heard before, This too shall pass. Hang in there. It will get easier.
My Milage:
My Quit Date: 5/1/2009
Smoke-Free Days: 280
Cigarettes Not Smoked: 7,840
Amount Saved: $3,038.00
Life Gained:
Days: 31 Hrs: 13 Mins: 48 Seconds: 5