Hi everyone. I am ready to quit smoking, I am on Day Three of Champix and have 7 days left to my quit date. I have been a 20 a day smoker for 15 years and I have never REALLY tried to quit before. They have always been weak attempts to keep my Husband, kids or family members off of my back. This time I feel different...I have been a crying, sobbing mess for about 5 days, I flushed my cigarettes down the toilet but went out and bought another one within 8 hours. I have made big steps in changing my habits and in the last 3 days I have only smoked a total of 17 cigarettes....that is HUGE for me. But, why do I feel so desolate and unsure of success? I am scared of failing, what do I do? Anyone around me either hasn't smoked or is so negative that it is difficult to phone them for support. I VERY badly want to quit... am I expecting too much of myself too soon? Any advice from anyone will be extremely welcome....