Hi there. I am checking in on day 120. Basically, i am not a brand new visitor here but i think my message may be important - especially - to the new ones - the ones who think they might not be able to make it. I smoked for 35 years and never thought i could stop...people warned me about 'triggers'...drinking, stress, being near other smokers, bad news, worry...I was such a heavy smoker - i considered blinking a trigger. Life was a trigger. So i stopped, cold turkey on february 7th...cried for a while...stomped my feet - dreamt i smoked - dreamt i stopped smoking....you name it - i went through it. But i never cheated...not once...not one puff.... My daughter graduates High School tomorrow - i have just completed weeks and weeks of financial aid forms - loans - stress unlimited. I did not smoke. Last night was a special Mass at her school for the blessing of her diploma and outside of the Church - afterwards - were all the smoking parents. My daughter came over to me and said - "i know you are proud of me - but i am prouder of you - look around and see how they look - how you are not like that anymore...thank you Mom for caring about yourself and me enough to keep healthy....you gave me the best graduation present i could ever ask for". If the special Mass didn't make me cry - those special words certainly did. So when you think you can't make it - go for a walk. cry. curse. rip up paper. yell out the window. get through the urge, get through the day - add up your stats and count the days you have saved in your life. It goes fast....before you know it, you will be where i am. Before i know it - i will be where some of the incredible non-smokers are on this site...we can do it because we want to. We choose life and smoking isn't life. So my milestone is bigger than i thought it would be tomorrow...i made my daughter as proud of me as i am of her. Any idea what that feels like? Yup, i bet you all do. Enjoy your weekends...non-smokers!!!
My Milage:
My Quit Date: 2/7/2008
Smoke-Free Days: 120
Cigarettes Not Smoked: 3,600
Amount Saved: $1,530.00
Life Gained:
Days: 13 Hrs: 16 Mins: 55 Seconds: 10
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$7,503.60
Amount Saved
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Days: 844
Hours: 10
Minutes: 16
Seconds: 0
Life Gained
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5772
Smoke Free Days
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5,772
Cigarettes Not Smoked