You will make it through. You have come this far and you know how to cope with the nicodemon. You just have to put on a little more armor and stand up to him. As far as the flashes, I know exactly where your at. Dress lightly and drink lots of water. They will pass as well. Try Soy products, they seem to help me with the flashes. You are doing great don't look back just keep your eyes looking forward and on the right path.
You are doing great and I am very proud of your accomplishments. You are an inspiration to me.
Beckylynn