Well, I'm just a few hours from celebrating ninety days smokefree and all I can think are Junkie Thoughts!
This has actually been going on for a day or two now and the intensity of the Junkie Thinking is kind of taking me by surprise.
Especially this thought ... "you can quit again later"
Or ... "smoking wasn't THAT bad"
It's like I'm stuck in the pit of obsession but the good part is that I WILL NOT PICK UP!!!
I've been aware that this might happen at this point in my quit so I'll just pull out all my coping mechanisms from my first few weeks and carry on, one minute at a time if that's what it takes.
I promised myself that NO MATTER how uncomfortable it got ... mentally, physically or emotionally I would not smoke.
Boy, I really do hope this passes soon! :)
Faith
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]12/23/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 89
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 2,225
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1,068.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 10 [B]Hrs:[/B] 4 [B]Mins:[/B] 51 [B]Seconds:[/B] 49
