Good Orderly Direction. Had forgotten about that one. Was in alcohol and drug program from 1991 to 1996. Had 5 years clean and sober but was totally miserable. Relapsed after 5 years. Never fell down the stairs until I stopped drinking. lol. Got an idea from Rock that if we feel like we need to smoke we should tape oven mitts on our hands.
This is much harder than any addiction I've faced yet. I can remember watching a show on TV about this rare disease where the bones grow out of control and there's basically nothing they can do about it but prolong it. The person is entombed in their own bones and it eventualy suffocates them much like smoking. We have a choice where they don't. How about Let Go and Let God. I'm not really religious but it's when you say I can't deal with this anymore , you take it. I guess it's admitting failure. To say " I couldn't even smoke properly without coughing my lungs out. If I was such a great smoker I'd be able to breath , but I couldn't. Maybe a huge pair of oven mitts would be prudent to wear to some parties over the holidays. Sense of humour a must. breather 29 Addict 0
I am in a 12 step program and you already know that, right? Been sober almost 32 years, but the smoking is a whole different monster for me, so I tell my self. Recovery is possible as long as I don't smoke and I won't today. I will recommit tomorrow and move forward. I want my smoke free life back, I lost, no I threw away a precious gift now I am reclaiming it.

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