Thanks, y'all, for your support and input... I was touched by your thoughts and messages and I so totally agree, I have been granted with an incredible opportunity to share my "second chance!"
As for my shortness of breath, it continues and I have no answers yet. The pulmonary guy is ordering a sleep study for me... he agreed that I have all the classic symptoms of sleep apnea and that that could be contributing to my breathing problems. I learned something I didn't know, though... he said that if you do not get enough restorative sleep at night that it's almost impossible to lose weight. What he described was a cycle that's difficult to break:
[color=red][size=3]not enough restful sleep --> feelings of hunger --> lowered metabolism --> lowered energy level --> not enough exercise/movement --> weight gain --> increased incidence of sleep apnea --> not enough restful sleep, and so on.[/color][/size]
He said, "All you can do is break the cycle where you CAN. Get treatment for the sleep apnea, eat smaller portions, make yourself MOVE." What he said made a LOT of sense!
So I'm very optimistic for the future! Even though I'm still having the shortness of breath, I'm able to move and exercise, and although I'm still not dropping any pounds, I'm not giving up! I LOVE being a nonsmoker and the feeling of freedom I have! Now I just want to combine that wonderful feeling with one of feeling healthy and fit. OMG I will feel so AWESOME then!
Life is very, very good!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]1/1/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 336
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 10,080
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1,008.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 34 [B]Hrs:[/B] 13 [B]Mins:[/B] 35 [B]Seconds:[/B] 13