Hi cat
I'm a little confused by your post. You titled it 15 days and it's getting worse, but you say it's getting easier in the day-to-day. It sounds like the urges are getting easier to handle overall, but that you're struggling with your self image now that you're a non-smoker. I think many people go through that struggle when they change what they are doing in some way, whether it's where they live, their job, their friends, their music, how they spend their free time, etc. Giving up smoking is just one aspect of your outward persona. Surely you have other ways to project who you are - your clothes, your makeup, your music, how you move. You can be a bad girl without smoking. Take a look around next time you're out. I'm sure there are other bad girls who don't smoke. How do they manage it?
And bad, bad co-worker!!!! I hope you made something equally bad out of it and returned it to her ;p
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]3/22/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 224
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 8,960
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1,523.20
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 31 [B]Hrs:[/B] 7 [B]Mins:[/B] 25 [B]Seconds:[/B] 48