I slipped over the weekend, the hubby and I went out of town to a football game, we tailgated with some friends before the game, a little bbq, a few drinks and I picked up the hubby's smoke and had a few puffs from it.....oh how I regret it!! Haven't had any more though since that.
Now I'm fighting hard to not start back up again, and am thinking of going back on the Chantix (which I had quit taking as it was bothering my stomach, and I was having trouble sleeping), to help me cope, I think it is getting to be too much all on my own, the temptation is getting to be too overwhelming, my willpower is slipping and I'm afraid of doing it again.
I've beat myself up horribly over this and feel like such a failure, I had come so far and now this.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]10/23/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 14
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 350
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $52.50
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 1 [B]Hrs:[/B] 8 [B]Mins:[/B] 9 [B]Seconds:[/B] 33