Hi marchmellow family and all,
I am so very sad tonight my sister called today and they put my daddy in nursing home today, is killing me the thought of it and trying to accept the changes, you all know I just got back taking care of him and mother, and it hit me this eve. that while I was there was the last time I will be able to take care of him in his home forever! Can't keep from crying so hard, my daddy and I are very close I call him "my sweet prince" and he calls me his kitten, always meows when we talk on the phone when he gets ready to hang up. I sure have alot of very hard things to cope with since I quit smoking, at times I don't know how I have kept from going back to smoking, and yes I know it would not make it better, so aware of everything that smoking would not do. I am just so so sad tonight!
I am keeping my grandaughter tomorrow night and she is a God send, she makes all bad good and keeps all bad thoughts away, I thank God for her every day.
Thanks again for listening again.
Life sure sucks at times, and I know people that are much worse off but I am still so sad!
hugs,prayers,pixie dust
Bobbi
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]3/27/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 164
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 4,920
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $410.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 24 [B]Hrs:[/B] 3 [B]Mins:[/B] 14 [B]Seconds:[/B] 35
