Okay, Marie is this picture better? Marie didn't like the kitten hanging by the rope. ;p
Thank you all so much for your support. I have taken every word and thought about them.
Frist of all I had a V-8 moment this morning. I aksed myself what had changed that would have made me go bonkers. Duh (hit in the head). I am not walking as much as I was in my early quit, my eating has gone to hell in a hand basket. Water, not drinking as much as I should. The combination is a set up for major craves for me.
The stress of redoing the the kitchen and some really personal issues and on and on. :( Then trying to make a decsion of whether to continue more meds or not. I am telling you I can complicate the heck out of peeling an orange LOL.
So I am going for a walk (3-4mi) this morning, I am going to drink water, lots of it, and I am going to put some healthy food back into my diet. Tomorrow I will call the doctor and go for another months prescription, but only take one a day. That will take me out another 8 weeks. I would rather do this than loose my quit, I just can't bear (no pun intended ;p) thought of loosing my quit.
It is so nice to know I have all of you wonderful people behind me. I was blessed with a phone call from one of you and chatted with some on IM last night. Gonna, I will call, thanks.
Okay, now let us get on with our day and beat the heck out of that monster!!! Let's rock!!!
Keep the Quit
Sparky
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]4/30/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 118
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,180
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $354.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 15 [B]Hrs:[/B] 21 [B]Mins:[/B] 59 [B]Seconds:[/B] 8