I am not going to smoke, no emergency. But here I am sitting on a normal evening, daughter upstairs sick, son down here playing his video game, me on my favourite sites, when WHAM! like being hit by a mack truck. First REAL "give me a smoke RIGHT NOW" craving in a long time.
It's kind of funny actually, because I have to ask after "RIGHT NOW"..."or what?". I mean what will happen if I don't feed the junkie? Will she stop speaking to me? Not be my friend anymore? Stop loving me? LEAVE me? See, I'm OK with all of that.
So piss off, junkie. I`m 90 days a non-smoker, I don`t need you but you sure need me. See that, that`s my ash. Kiss it.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]5/13/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 90
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,800
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $990.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 9 [B]Hrs:[/B] 0 [B]Mins:[/B] 2 [B]Seconds:[/B] 49
