I want to thank everyone who has responded to this thread, your all wonderful people, I wish I was as upbeat as most of you about the quit, but it still seems to be a burden right now, and starting up again sounds so easy. I know I cannot, and my body seems to be past the nicotine withdrawl, but my brain can't move on. Oh well, the craves come, and I try and cut them off quickly as one of you suggested. The fight gets just a little easier everyday. I pray for the day when I wake up and don't even think about it, that is when I'll truely be a non-smoker. I hope that day comes soon, I fear I am not as strong as the majority of you out there. The junkie in me is screaming in my head, making me sweat. He is persistant and never sleeps. He is rabid, evil, and starving...he is dangerous. Beating him will be a huge triumph, a step into the light, back to life again, the way it was meant to live. I always knew I should have been a writer..LOL Anyway, got that off my chest. Thanks for all your support, keep it coming, God knows I need it.
My Mileage
Smoke-Free Days: 58
Cigarettes Not Smoked: 2,800
Amount Saved: $556.80
Life Gained:
Days: 8 Hrs: 10 Mins: 56 Seconds: 3
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Quit Meter
$40,690.65
Amount Saved
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Quit Meter
Days: 1091
Hours: 15
Minutes: 44
Seconds: 14
Life Gained
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Quit Meter
5962
Smoke Free Days
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Quit Meter
178,860
Cigarettes Not Smoked
