Okay Kevin, YAY days it is!
How about every Tuesday, in Phil's honor! Tuesday can be your YAY day! If one isn't enough, schedule a second one. I think consistency may be the key here...if you know it's coming then it is something to look forward to. Put it on your calendar. In advance.
IN INK!
Your "quit jealousy" should be fading. You have found a way to turn even that into a positive thing...it's helping you to stay quit, right? I think the word "jealousy" has somewhat of a negative connotation that doesn't fit your new image. Find a positive phrase to replace "quit jealousy".
The sleeping thing...I don't have problems sleeping and never have, so I can't help you with that one. I am sure your doctor should be able to help with suggestions, or meds, if necessary. Use every relaxation technique that you know of, and start a different thread here asking for suggestions. You know you will get some.
I see such a big change in you in the last two weeks! Your attitude has changed, your outlook has changed, you are channeling your energy in a positive direction, you are making a daily promise not to smoke, you are identifying coping strategies in advance.. You are planning the quit and working the plan! You are :) :) :)
Don't stop now! "Easier" is getting closer and closer! You can see it, right?
(((((Big Hugz))))) from your biggest cheerleader!
Nance
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]2/14/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 161
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 4,830
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $780.85
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 22 [B]Hrs:[/B] 11 [B]Mins:[/B] 58 [B]Seconds:[/B] 55