There really is something to do with this 30 day thing. Even though I was totally prepared, knew it was coming, determined not to even go there - it's there. For 3 days I have been fighting - no not craves, really, just feeling unsettled. It has felt like I was standing outside of closet, with someone on inside yelling something, but I couldn't understand what they were saying. All I could hear was the banging. I have felt on edge, very guarded - like I wanted to scream (I did), cry (I didn't), yell (tried not to). I've been sad, angry, anxious, depressed, happy, elated, then sad again. I went through hungry, angry, lonely, tired. I was all of them. What to do. What to do. Eat, drink, walk, sleep, distract, and again, and again. I just want to go to bed for a few days, but I can't. Off to the lake tomorrow and......the mother-in-law (Hear me SCREAM). I hope she'll be OK?
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]7/13/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 28
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 560
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $322.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 2 [B]Hrs:[/B] 21 [B]Mins:[/B] 28 [B]Seconds:[/B] 24
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$333,405.98
Amount Saved
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Days: 6159
Hours: 8
Minutes: 9
Seconds: 30
Life Gained
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45829
Smoke Free Days
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687,435
Cigarettes Not Smoked