I seem to have my panic in order, sort of anyway, and I too am feeling immense depression. I have weaned myself off of Celexa which I took for about 5 years for anxiety and I don't know whether its that which is causing the depression.
My own theory is that I have been constantly thinking about panic and agoraphobia for so long now (about 10 years) that now I'm better with it, I don't know what to do with myself and how to think, and how strange I feel without the meds and its all making me feel very depressed, hopeless and desperate, almost like it would be easier to have the panic back and live how I was living because I knew what to do with it then.
Does this make sense? By the way, the withdrawal from Celexa was so bad that my doctor ended up putting me on a minute amount of Prozac to level off some of the awful side effects. Perhaps it s that which is making me so desperately depressed. What do you think?