Oh I can feel your pain. I have had these same experiences with my quit. Everyone I tell says...."Wow! Really, I never thought you could do it." My hubby is still quit, but if I mention cigarettes (or even this site)his response is..."Its been over a month, cigerettes should not have had this hold over you" Well, some people need to talk about things while others (mostly him) needs to forget about it.
So, I can't talk to anyone, except you guys about this damn quit. And to top it off, we got horrible news today. Hubby was denied to join the Armed Forces due to medical reasons. He really wanted that, more than anything else he has wanted. Now we have no idea how we are ever gonna make enough money to take care of the kids and MOVE OUT OF MOM AND DADS PLACE!!!!
Argh!! I just dont know WTF to do anymore. We are so miserable here, and feel so bad about our abilities to take care of ourselves, and our kids.
And I can't have a smoke! I don't really want one, but a part of me can't help to think things would get magically better. (Don't worry, I WILL NOT SMOKE, no matter how horrible I feel)
So I will be there for you.
I knew you could do it, because if I can, u can. And I am.
So keep fighting and we will show those men and family and friends what we are REALLY made of. And leave them in the dust. You with me..
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 2/15/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 36
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 917
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $297
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 2 [B]Hrs:[/B] 14 [B]Mins:[/B] 41 [B]Seconds:[/B] 58
