Hi all, just a theory here no proof, but my psychologist came up with it.
Some people who experience panic disorder have a tendency towards
an obsessional personality trait. Not anywhere near as severe as OCD
or OCPD, just a trait.
This can be both a helpful and bad thing for those people. On the bad
side, anxiety and depression can quickly lead to panic as the obsessive
thought pattern slides into repetitive, rigid thoughts that progressively
get worse about say a physical symptom like "i cant breathe" etc. Also
analytical thought processes combined with obsessive traits can
certainly lead to over analysing ones thoughts, feelings and symptoms.
On the positive side, intelligent, well educated obsessives are more
likely to get educated about there disorder and form ordered strategies
about how to deal with it, often quickly too.
Woh Im sharing some of my therapy here :)
Seriously though it is a hypothesis and has some validity in my case at
least, so far. The other big side of things is positive thinking, and it
very much indicates the relationship between anxiety and depression.
For those of us who experience anxiety and depression, we are quite
different to those who just get depression. For us our depression
causes anxiety, or perhaps the anxiety causes depression, depending
on the person. They are certainly co-existent though. We can learn to
control the panic, and use meds and treatment to get out of it, but if
we dont manage the anxiety and depression, the panic may well return.
Anyway Im just rambling now.
In summary, the obsessive trait combined with a strong education and
perhaps high intelligence is definitely a combo that can lead to
extremely high self expectations. High self expectations can often lead
to anxiety and depression if not managed, and anxiety and depression
can lead to panic. Perfectionism is another way of putting this,
perhaps a more extreme way.
Its just a thought. I didnt know I was depressed when I started getting
panic attacks, but in retrospect I was very depressed. I guess I
recognised the anxiety but I wasnt very aware of it. For me becoming
aware of it, understanding what it was, and accepting it was the first
step. This had to be co