Somehow I thought by this time it would be better. I woke up at 3:30 in the morning wanting a rcigarette so badly, I came very close to getting into the car and finding a 24 hour store. But I didn't. I took a couple of aspirin and went back to sleep. I woke up three hours later, wishing I had gone out at 3:30 in the morning to buy a pack at a 24 hour store. Everyone is tired of me moaning about how I want a cigarette, I'm tired of it myself. I did go through days when I never thought of it at all! What's up with this???? How did I get on the "wayback machine"?
This started when I stepped down from the 4 mg to the 2 mg gum, is that what's causing this???? Does anyone know? I thought when I stepped down, that I would continue having 2 or 3 pieces a day and taper off from there which would only take a couple of weeks. Now it seems that I'm being shoved back to square one. Of course, I have had a bad week with some truly traumatic events which might contribute to my stress level. I'm confused, hurt feelings and angry with the world and myself.
BUT
I have not had a cigarette yet.
