Hey there Bear
Once again, Changing said just what I was thinking, but quicker than I could think it :)
The only thing I want to add is, and please don't take this the wrong way, but.....
I think your scared. If you have been really quit for the last 13 days like you say you have, then you are more committed to this then you are willing to admit to yourself. You don't just quit an addiction, or addictions, like this and then [b]afterwords[/b] decide if you really wanted to. You decide first, consciencely or sub-consciencely, then you quit or continue to smoke.
You may slip, or fall back, or whatever term you prefer, but you were ready to quit, you did quit. You quit on March 21st and have not smoked since. Remember that and take the time to think about how amazing that is....did you really think last year you would be able to go 13 days without a single cigar? Now you just need to stay quit. And you know this, I know you do.......For me, it's proving to myself that I can do this.
Now that's off my chest. You do whatever you are going to do, you are then one who has to live with the choice you make, you know that by now. But whatever happens, the SSC will still be here to encourage you to [b]enjoy[/b] a smoke-free life.
p.s. I hope I was not too harsh, it's just that I know you can do this. Sorry
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 2/15/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 47
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,184
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $387.75
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 3 [B]Hrs:[/B] 8 [B]Mins:[/B] 56 [B]Seconds:[/B] 36
