The cravings really suck. I'm doing pretty good but had a major smoking dream last night. In the dream I was starting again in this quit.. wierd. I found an old pack of cigs in my old jeep the other day and I think that is what triggered the dream. I worry about smoking again, but I don't think I will this time. The cravings will pass.. I just keep telling myself. The weight will come off, I keep starving myself ;-). I have to say at 126 days, I feel pretty good. I do miss smoking, probably always will, but I am getting to old for that crap. At 42, I feel like I'm playing russian rullet if I smoke. I know I'm not supposed to say that I miss it, but there are things that I miss. There are also things that I do not. Like being all stinky, like searching for a lighter on the floor of my car while driving 70 miles per hour down the freeway, last but not least, how I felt the fist few weeks after quitting. Remembering those first few weeks of the quit, the yukkie depression, that enough for me. Remember all of that and it will get you through your craving smoke free. Hang in there, this will pass too.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 2/5/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 127
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 3,813
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $889
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 12 [B]Hrs:[/B] 9 [B]Mins:[/B] 8 [B]Seconds:[/B] 28
