I'm really upset with myself, I slipped. Alot. I smoked an entire pack yesterday, out of anger at my husband I think, and I usually only smoked 1/2 a pack before I quit. I'm embarrassed at being so weak too. I mean, I know my triggers, I have the nozzle thingy for goodness sake!!!! but I got so sick of not having any support in this, from him and others in the "real world". All week my husband has offered, or asked "want to have a smoke with me?" And all week I said no, you know I'm trying to quit! I felt like he was intentionally trying to sabatoge me, but I held on. After a fight we had yesterday (not related to this) I went to the freezer, grabbed a pack of his, and smoked. I WANT to reset my milage if possible too, because looking at it now just feels wrong. I'm back on the patch today, but so dissappointed.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 4/23/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 11
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 228
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $44
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 20 [B]Mins:[/B] 16 [B]Seconds:[/B] 26
