Susie,
I realize that everyone is different, but please do not rule out "happy pills"!! There are so many different kinds now, trying different ones might help. I am on Welbutrin and with this med, I do not feel numb...... I am very thankful for it. I would not be here on this earth anymore if I hadn't reached out for help.
Now, with that said...... You are doing an EXCELLENT job girl!!!! You have 42 days on your meter!!! That is GREAT!!!
We all have our good and bad days. Some are way, way down while others are very high. Adjusting to your new nicotene-free life does take a while. Think of it as your body healing from all the years of abuse you did to it. It cannot heal overnight......
Whatever you choose to do to help yourself, just remember you are doing something wonderful for yourself. You are doing something that many fear, and you are succeeding!!!
Reward yourself often. Maybe it is time for a special reward? Rewards really do lift spirits. Take care of yourself, and take the time to find yourself now. You are a new person living a new life!
4my2girls
p.s.- Bananas help too........... And there is always herbal treatments like St Johns Wart. I used to take that everyday, and I really noticed the difference.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 3/5/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 373
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 11,219
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1219.71
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 30 [B]Hrs:[/B] 2 [B]Mins:[/B] 12 [B]Seconds:[/B] 40
