Hi Bullseye,
Don't be scared. Once you actually get yourself into this quit, fear is something that doesn't crop up. I'm using zyban as well, and it seems to be working for me. I feel better this time round. I smoked 25-30 a day for 23 years and I too want to see my grandchildren!
So no more for me. Its good your hubby doesn't smoke, that could really help you as well.
Hang in there girl, you can do this.
We're here for you,
Cheers, Jan
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 1/13/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 9
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 290
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $81
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 1 [B]Hrs:[/B] 2 [B]Mins:[/B] 9 [B]Seconds:[/B] 14