lol....I love your post - that was awesome venting - and it brought me straight back to the early days of my quit - I was exactly like you. Sometimes I look back and I am truly amazed I let my husband live!! My early quit always reminded me of that punch line from that joke ".....if a man says something and there is no woman around to hear him, is he still wrong??....without a doubt!! For the first three months or so of my quit, my husband could not even breathe properly........much better now though.....except those nights of too many glasses of wine...oh well.
Anyway, I certainly do not mean to make light of your frustrations but sometimes that is the only way to manage the bad times. There will be days when nothing will work - on those days just grit your teeth and hang on for dear life - tomorrow will be better - some days we just have to live through. You are doing a great job and you are so worth it - don't worry - hubby won't be annoying forever - it will just seem like it.....lol
Hang in there - better days are ahead.
Cheers.
:)
PS - don't worry, we have hardly lost any husbands around here in ages.........
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[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 10/24/2004
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[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 21,659
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $8876.5
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