Hi to all, yes we have made it through hell week, but dont let down the gaurd. I too had thoughts of a smoke, sounds like days 8/9 are typically tough for lots of folks. I tried to stop back in early November, did just as well as I have during this quit, with the exception of giving into craving during days 8/9. The mistake I did was to let myself believe that I could have just one. My husband is still smoking so it was easy to find where he was hiding his smokes. I had told myself stopping has been easy, I can treat myself to one while alone in the car, which I did. Several days later I repeated the same sneaky process. Eventually I just gave in and bought my own brand, figured if I were a controlled smoker might as well smoke my own flavor. Needless to say, by mid December I was back to my regular smoking habits full time.
I know that I can not give in to the thinking that I can have just one as a reward. Never think of a smoke as a reward, it is the demon trying to get you back. I know that for me hell week will be hell month, hopefully it goes as successful as my new start has gone. I already know that for me the battle is stronger as I start feeling in control of my addiction. Hope some of my mumbo jumbo helps someone. Good Luck to us all, this site is helping me loads.
Have a great day. Debbie
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 12/31/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 10
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 102
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $40
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 23 [B]Mins:[/B] 53 [B]Seconds:[/B] 34