It's a said story you tell & i almost cry reading your posts... you sound so said !
But you must get it out of your head, smokes are not your best friend cos they can kill you!. Smoking is & always will be nicotine dependancy or addiction to nicotine, you should know this.
Marie, you know the old saying 'Life must goes on', well it must & it does ! Just imagine yourself in the not to distant future 'smokefree', a better quality of life for yourself & especially your daughter - don't you agree !
I tell you now lies, as a non-smoker you don't want a cigarette every 20 minutes. As smokers we planned our day around smoking cos we you know we constantly thought of cigarettes, we would have prefer if we could smoke one cigarette after another, if we could. The only reason we didn't is becuase we couldn't afford to - now that is one hell of an addiction !
Think ahead & live for your daughter & your future, you can learn from the past & you will always remember it, but it is to be the past.
please cheer up Marie.
This quit thing is only temporary.. i know evertyone keeps saying it, but things do get better.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 1/1/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 732
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 18,313
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $4758
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 105 [B]Hrs:[/B] 19 [B]Mins:[/B] 21 [B]Seconds:[/B] 56
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$13,011.30
Amount Saved
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Quit Meter
Days: 651
Hours: 1
Minutes: 37
Seconds: 50
Life Gained
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3555
Smoke Free Days
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53,325
Cigarettes Not Smoked